Friends
"Have u ever think about this? Who are your frens?? Is he/she ur real fren, best fren or juz a hi-bye fren?"
I have a lot of frenz in my 21 years life. People come and go ... :( When i was very young, during my childhood life, my only and best fren was Evonne. May b due to our parents, we hav been going to the same skool since kids. Our mum juz wan us to be in the same school. When time pass, i knew sum other frens. In my primary school, i get to know a few frenz, who accompanied me through out my primary school life. (thanx to shu hui, siao sian siao hui and hoon shien)
Well, as i started my secondary skool, another fren come into my life, Yuen Meng. She is a real good fren to me. Unfortunately, we spend only 2-3 years very close. After that, we were further apart .. due to different classes. Then i get to know Suat Nie. We get to know each other through our society. She brings me in and involved in a lot of activities, then get to know more people. And at the end of my secondary skool life, here comes Tan Yee Pin. We get closed in the tuition class. Share our ups and downs, our luv life and small little secret. Unfortunately she is so far apart and we need to put in sum effort to meet each other ..so sad.
Aft that, Yau yau would b the next important fren in my life. She is with me, through out this 4 years of college life. We r together for every single little project. I wonder y we can b so click. But wat i know is that we understand each other well. Another miracle for me is get to know Audrey. This brat knows me quite well even though she is 2 years younger.
As for the workplace, well ... i have been working in Starbucks for almost 3 years ... can u imagine that ? I m so loyal. kekeke ... i get to know so many people over there. From Kenny .. Rose's batches, to Siew Li, Michelle .. then Audrey, Su Ann etc etc. Wow .. I cannot admit that i hav a lot of frens. We do quarrel ,fight but we get better aft that. This is a miracle .. in every of our life.
To hav a true fren is not easy. Each of us need to be initiative to create the chance to meet each other. As time goes by, there'll be more n more frenz come into ur life. But ... do bare into mind ... only true fren will stays in your heart. Adios~
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17-7-2005
College Started
Hai... so fast my holidays end. So sad .. :( How i wish i still can sleep till late late ... dun wanna wake up. I really enjoyed my holiday life, no worries, no books. Juz put on weight ... haha. Thanx to dear for putting on my weight. Well .... a new semester, and yet, my last semester. Can't afford to fail at all. So much pressure for me. Hai ~ wat to do ... study lor. Pray for me yeah ~~!! All the best to me too .. "Jia You"
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28-7-2006
Unforgettable Day
28th July 2005 ... this is a very special day to me ... and i think i will not forget this day through out my life. I can't describe my feelings ... sad...guilty... release the worst.. i duno what should i feel. Y ?? Y must i hav this kind of feelings? Y mus i go through all this ? Y is the GOD so unfair to me ?? I dun mean to hurt anyone ... n i dun wan. Pls forgive me for being selfish... my heart is also bleeding inside. Cry ???? i think i hav no more tears to roll down. No matter how, i learnt ..to be TOUGH. I will have to face a lot of problems later in my life and i will need to handle it by myself. There are ups n downs and no matter how, u will need to keep on leaving, the least thing u could do for urself.
Don't worry dear, i will be tough. This is only a part of the challengesi will have to face.
I will be strong as wat you said in your message.
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