It is now almost 3am. Couldnt sleep. and yet, hav to wake up early to work tomorrow. Worrying: How m i gonna wake up then? Tried so many ways to make myself fallasleep, sudoku, reading, watching tv. Useless, my eyes still open wide. Really have no idea wat to do now. Had good nite sleep for the past few days. I think it is bcoz of the cough medicine effect. Had been sick for the past few days. The drousiness of the cough mixture make me sleep easily. But my cough had completely recover now. How can i stil continue having it? Will i rely on it forever?

Human is always like tat. Relying on everything. When u r comfortable and used to sumthing, u tend to rely on it and thus, u will feel so weird without it. Used to have fon call before going to bed. Gradually, used to it. Will chat will i fallasleep. Be it nonsense or empty, will need sum1 to talk to me to get me sleep. like Lullaby. This is juz a rely. Shall need to move on. Cant rely on the same thing, same person all d while.

Grow up !